MANDY NG ♥

Tuesday, July 15, 2008 k2jhtano

Everything just seems so vague. Alot of things have been going through my mind. And I'm
such a failure in friendship and love. Firstly, I know I have not been the best friend nor have I fulfilled your expectations as one. But at least I know, my conscience is clear and deep down, that I've tried my ultimate best. I've been trying for the past few weeks and I'm pretty much sure that you're aware of it. So much for tolerating, i give up I officially give up! There's too much for me to go on, so I think I shall end this here. Secondly, I really don't wish to put this at risk, but then again, by not putting it at risk, it puts it at higher risk. It happened once and it was hell, trust me. Further more, I have not completely gotten over the crisis. I don't know if what I'm doing now is tearing us apart or bringing us closer. I'm sorry if it turn out fucked. And prelims are in like a months time and I'm sure I'm gonna screw up.

So anyways school was quite funny today. I woke mel up at 12.20 and told her school ended already. So she took her wallet and was all ready to go and get our smoothies outside school. What a jackass! After school ended, mel and I went over to stephy's place. Stephanie cooked for us! It was good, surprisingly! Nana is the cutest thing everrrr <3 I swear melissa baclay is damn retarded. She started saying that nana looks like a baby seal and we couldn't stop laughing for god knows how long.

I DO NOT LIKE DARSHINI PEOPLE. steph and menega was joking.
{Ohya menega youre sucha fucking bitch, I LIKE (;}

sai, my singing nice not? i like the hsm song! i like to sing. i wanna be singer ]=