MANDY NG ♥

Friday, November 7, 2008 I'm very broken down by all thats been happening recently with everybody.. All the unnecessary fights and tantrums. I just wanna let you know that if I'm an embarrassment to you, I apologise. But think again. Like what clare said earlier.. Sometimes you get too confortable with the poeple around you that you never know the importance of them until there're gone. I'm too sick to bring up those topis cos I know that its never gonna come to a conclusion as both of us have different aspects and mindsets of life and discipline.
Sometimes you really confuse me to the ultimate when you contradict yourself. Like what am I to you honestly? What are those words suppose to mean? What are you trying to get into my head? What are you trying to get out of me? How important am I to you? You may be telling me stuff and everything, am I suppose to believe you? I have problems with myself trying to figure out which is the real you cos it feels so near yet so far. And there on the other hand, giving me surprises are not what I want. I'm not being demanding or anything but where did the love disappear to? Having sending 3 messages a day have all clearly proven how much you care. You started the mess, i just merely messed it up a little more. So who's gonna clear the mess now? This is not gonna work baby, trust me.
I'm so hurt and tired, where are you? ):