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MANDY NG ♥ |
Sunday, January 2, 2011
I need to be up in 5 hours and I'm not even tired yet. That's for sleeping at 6am last night and waking up at 4pm today. Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR GIRLS & GUYS. To all my close friends, I love you all so fuckin' much really. I kinda broke my new year's resolution on new year day I know I'm quite fucked up. 2010 I would say, have been eccentric. My first year in NYP, made new great awesome classmates. Not much friends around in school since everyone else is in a less dope school like RP. I'm still close to my 2 BFFs S & M. Although there were quite a few dispute with M but I'd say it brought us closer. Just came back from our Genting trip, I really enjoyed myself there. Go check out the pix on FB. Only have the Safari photos tho, since S haven't upload the rest. Really nice pictures, could see the clouds like everywhere around us lol. Not forgetting the Hayden-shaws, I love all my anaks a lot. For cooking awesome shepherd's pie and pasta and for going through all the fun together ♥ Worst year for mama tho. She fell sick during April this year. Went for a major operation, recovered speedily and gonna be done with her treatment next month. I never cried so much in my life before. Grandma is a C survivor and if I were to go through what she did, I know I wouldn't even be that strong. Also positively, brought me closer to God.. Definitely Shay's best year cos of her Asian Game's achievement.
Spent the first 3/4 of the year with someone who means a lot to me and is very special, a great girl. The one that made me realize what love is. We used to argue cos we were too different. But only now when I realize being different is what it takes to make a perfect pair. Only after I lose her, I realize how precious she is. I know this sounds familiar and you're probably gonna be oblivious towards it but trust me, appreciate the people around you.. It'll be too late to know that he/she is never gonna come back. Met a guy on Halloween and spent the last 1/4 of 2010 with him. Not exactly with actually. Never thought I would love a guy again but I did. Bad bad idea though. Things got messy, even messier now. Lastly, I wanna apologize for the things that I did or did not do. For being the ultimate bitch at the wrong time. Actually, I won't be a bitch if you didn't piss me off. So I'm not sorry for being a bitch. But if I were a bitch accidentally then fine, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the hearts that I broke. I'm sorry for sleeping with ur gf (JUST KIDDING). Oh, and I literally partied like 90% of the holidays away. It has got to stop already. Let's see how mand's gonna transform into a goodie-two-shoes :B I should really go sleep now. P.S if you're reading this, BBM me will you? I really miss you >:{ I mean it......... :( |